When you don't reach out and hustle your own work, you missed another opportunity every day you don't. The door is open for you to reach out and spread your business. You are worth the effort and time to put into your business. Re-evaluate your time and how you spend it. What matters to you is what you spend the most time with. We need to have those times to say, hey, where do I need to change to accomplish more. Then make the changed until you get better with time management.